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I'm Going To Love As Long As I Live (Album)

by Daggy Man

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1.
Liar Fire 04:09
So what? You’re loved You’re uncomfortable as anybody ever was Fear not, dull tug Stuck in soul repeat of sophistry and Well because You are alright This is the reason that you wanna fight Pale wheat sleeps to dream at night Praying to wake up in different light Taken to write These are the reasons that You wanna fight To surrender to the Amen breath Give up the old and leave a soul at rest Staying buoyed on the hope While the other ones, keep you afloat Eyes set on a red wine barn The crops are dying tend the farm The Longview honey everyone’s alone Not for long Giving spirit to the other one Glowing and bright Someone crept in and set the field alight The exorcism of a poltergeist Taming the beast with each and every slice I spy a thief A stitch gone amiss within the pattern weave Kept your hand held to the candle, For as long as you could handle One, Two Three, Cry aloud I see a scandal Someones a liar Eyes set on a red wine barn The crops are dying tend the farm The Longview honey everyone’s alone Not for long (Floating in love) Giving spirit to the other one
2.
Atlas 04:05
Brief smille under sullen eyes Oh, to know, what makes us happy Dead weight in a broken pile Have, the heart, the hands are clasping Sick wound covet your admire, Oh, to need the want of something Bent breeze on exhausted fire, Oh, to know, to know. Sow the rope, the rope it works All the hope, the hope it hurts Earth, the scope, the pain it’s worth Fight it hurts, to not is worse. Oh to know what makes us happy. Damn it all to habit, The shake of a fist Atlas of the attic, the weight of a kiss. I think I’ll never let it go Answers tripping down the aisle, Haunt, the halls, for ears to meet and Brush cheeks of addicted smiles Greet the calls the aim to reach Oh the youth, the youthful hurt Earth, the sun, the scratch of dirt Such, to come, the seek and learn Love, and run, and then return To never match the gravity of this. Someday I’ma have it The moment to miss Maia making habits With the flick of a wrist Everybody wants it, But this isn’t it. Someday I’ma have it The moment to miss. All of it and Everything all at once.
3.
Beaches 04:17
Tender rough shoulders, visions of an older Freer being (To this I’m dedicated) Vessel or holder, focus of a soldier Let it be (To this I’m dedicated) I’m collecting lives from the beaches (Every part of me wants to say) Save behind the eyes any keepers (It’s okay mumma it’s okay) Waves cover the moss like a carpet (I try to offer all the same) Hiding all the mess from the house guest (Gentle gesture, for your pain ) Artifacts for a half-page writ (What secrets lie on letters page?) A thousand dreams in a stream of spit (What’s to say mumma?, it’s okay) Maybe give a little lift with my Maybe give a little gift With my words. Carnival scream for the half thought maybes Reading tarot cards to babies Telescope dream of a life I’m craving Give it everything you gave me Drink it in I’m collating sounds from the sea shore (Sought out a stranger here today) Shapen into nouns for a verse four (And today I’ma, try the same) Spy a Cheap sunrise on a t-shirt (A simple portrait full of grace) Carcass of a lie in the dry dirt (Caught some truth mumma, in the frame) Vestibules through an idea tract (I walk the streets here, feeling brave) A thousand truths in a lunch unpacked (On my way mumma, It’s okay) Palms command the sand to a new shape Ushering the man through a doorway Whispering on the wind hear myself say I’ll be you someday...
4.
Board up the casket Straighten the blooms Let some Light in the room Smooth out the blanket Tend to the grooves There is life in this room Semi symptomatic Sew a thought reap a habit Is it over so soon? And it always starts this way You are always making plans little one To prioritise the plans number one Is it ever as you planned little one? Can I make you happy Go Three sheets to the wind Am I fucking you up? Do I make you happy Go Three sheets to the wind Are you laughing Or just breathing in? Speak of love not result of love softly Speak of love not result of love softly Sight of a shadow Waving away Is it aiming at him? Is it a warning Or simply to say You should try coming in Cause it all begins this way Does it make him happy Sure How deep is the thought Is it heavy enough? Is it gonna last More or What does any more Can we hurry it up? Can you hear the clapping Bring soft heart for the whim Are you letting it in? I can see us happy oh To end or begin Are we leaving, or just moving in? If you would just allow Give up of an hour Candy in the air Even over there Heaven in the stare Lover tip wing
5.
On Time 02:16
Oh won't you come Bring a note, take a seat, give a gift, of the weather Inviting one, Full of hope Will it be? Is it me? for forever? Save for the heat Smooth as silk, soft as milk, fresh and bright, crisp and clever Favour the sun Hello You, is it true? How are you? Are you better? Pregnant with plan Gift me a can - Do Never spare a metre square Crowded like a supermarket It remarks of nothing there To be free of, mad and barking You fall into Despair Of nothing there Bloated and thin Gaunt and bone, Stomach groan, Hunger owned, Empty sweater Exasicate skin Brittle nail, sallow pale, vein and veil, fleshy Leather Temperature grief Lacking heat, ten degrees acquiesce, Scribble letter Pressure Relief Jump ahead Meat and eggs, maybe then make it better Dizzy confused Make it better Blood pressure blues Make it better You slip into present tense Wash away a day that's leaving And then to “remember when?” “A day was had that left me Grieving” Then fell into Not there
6.
With A Lisp 03:17
Step forward and breathe I fix my eyes on the grey Struggle for something to say Roll up my shirt sleeve What’s new Today? Feel like a child in the seat You say The tenth one is free Trying to sooth me You strain to speak Show me your missing your teeth And you’ve been waiting for weeks Have trouble chewing You seem like an honest lad Every reason to be glad Like me Multicolour pressure ring Mind the sting of entering Lightly Friends in the place know my name like regular greeting Plump with a lisp yellow palm wrist regular seating A Side effect of bad habits Willing the blood This time it flows like it should You say my vintage is good I smile cheaply Leave blue and pink Testing for phosphate and zinc I’m living life on the brink Slow and degrading Spare me the strength You tell of cancer and bones As your mortality shows Your light is willing Never morbid not your style you prefer to wear a smile Brightly Wonder woman you should know What effect the strength you show Has on me
7.
Despite a crowded inner ear I can still hear I can understand it clear What you say dear As if you’re speaking to a friend Someone else instead Foreign head will then pretend No-one lives here Gimme something strong Gimme something strong to cry about I say with a calm voice is it hard to love me? Medicate a broken man Must think i’m a poor choice crying like an amputee I could use a second chance Inside the origami sphere it remains clear We’re but freckles on the heel Not a great deal And with perspective put in place Try and rearrange This pathetic looking face That my head yields You break apart and give away your own confessions It’s the start of give me something strong And the books said and the moon said You’re a habit shouldn’t need it I don’t remember why I think we’re gonna be alright.
8.
Ballet Plie 01:08
Misery loves the company (Sometimes there’s nothing to say you say) Whispering silly things (Contemplate and tell it what you think) You still make the world go round now You still make the world go round and round Between a liar and the grief (Often there’s nothing to do says you) Find the need Puzzling (Doing nothings often What to Do) Today Fumbling a ballet plie On the stage So enraged with the state Of the place Lone me to borrow some restraint I think I’ll be okay
9.
Living the hard way Stupid and small Patient roaming hallway lost and hurting Diagnosing himself Dizzy and daunted Cashews and all Running to relieve a quiet boredom Get in touch with yourself Is it a phase? Is it the method? Alleviate Everything’s fine your on your way Always safe and sound within the movies Give it some time Babies stuck inside and hardly moving Maybe it’s fine To be lost and alive Lunatic Braun says Flexing his arm You should crave a state of pumped and burning Leave the muscle alone You could have all this Minus the charm Skinny hanger sporting clothes preferring To be all on his own Is it a phrase? Something expressive Accumulate Everything’s fine you’ll be okay Is it a maze What is the message? Appreciate Everything’s fine live for today Always safe and sound inside the movies Give it some time Babies stuck inside and hardly moving Maybe it’s fine Cotton budded love within the music Listen to Rhyme Reason tried and tied the hand that’s choosing Baby it’s fine To be lost and alive
10.
The Grief 03:11
Wrap a ring around you like a tender arm Glow the heaviness of some alarm Addict on the brink Fingering the dishwater Staring at the sink Did I miss the change? Ripple in the drip water Did I leave my things Crippled in the last quarter I outrun the thing Memory wound Like a ring stain bruise On the arm of someone new Understanding I don’t know I never had the gall to give it all To hope Shadow of the Stooge Cradled in a dark corner Is it me or you Standing in the room? Did I make a run for it? Did I leave my things Did I make a run for it? Can’t remembering Answer I know in the ink stained glow and the charm of evenings wrote Understanding I don’t know I never had the gall to give it all To hope I surf the grief Riding on the small wind of Hope tomorrow brings Lovely everything's
11.
Bent spoke Resting on a bed of Conversation Meat miles Broad boat Havoc on the waves of Some creation Neat smiles I’ll be your rescue dog Love me up some some At the heels for another one At the heels for another one. You punch me Like only a father would And cradle my diseased feet Limp like only a mother could In some other hemisphere It’s all morning Baby all morning It’s all morning in here Chattering crockery teeth Rot with internal disease Nervously needing to please Swelling with edema cheeks Dim street Lanterns on the way to Somewhere at least To be A softer second thought not Burden to teach For a while In some other hemisphere It’s all boring baby all boring It’s all boring to hear I’ll be your rescue dog Love me up some some At the heels for another one At the heels for another one. I’ll be your I’ll be yours.
12.
Daughter 02:36
He picks up his daughter Honey you did well today Wait till we show your mother Proud as punch gonna celebrate Nothing ever matters to you unless it matters to me first Stick us all together like glue cause I put family first She throws down her backpack Runs up to her father’s waist Wraps her arms round his neck Melts like butter on his plate Nothing ever matters to you unless it matters to me first Stoic grand and full of the truth he puts his family first All on your collar Running like a dollar coin down a neighbours drain It’s never coming back This moment that you had is just a memory Stuck to your brain And you never want it to stop You never want it to stop, again.
13.
Denial 04:09
I make a movie based on truly sad events I don’t think I can hack it What is a life without the habit? The more I over think it over it makes sense This doesn’t need to change much It could be life if life is fucked up Don’t cry now silly he’s a willing child Stuck in a fascination with denial Now now

about

I’m Going To Love As Long As I Live is the newest album from Australian singer-songwriter
Thomas Calder, AKA “Daggy Man”.

An immersive collection of 13 carefully crafted songs that plunge the listener into the curious
mind of their creator, I’m Going To Love As Long As I Live explores themes of construction,
identity and change.

“These songs were written during a period of recovery and rebuilding for me personally” says
Calder “a crucial part of an emotional journey that’s still ongoing. The album is about this
rebuilding. It’s about fractured identities, it questions the idea of personality and what it
means to be a person in the world. The songs lay bare the confusion and madness I felt during
my struggles to reconnect with life and to rediscover and redefine who I was, am, and want to
Be.”

From its opening moments the album immediately grabs the listener, inviting them closer, preparing them for the journey to come. Full of vitality and passion, there’s an underlying confidence and assurance that excites and propels the album forward. The songs are playful, thoughtful; they ask questions but don’t always answer them. They melodically dance from one narrative perspective to another and gracefully move between the dark and the light, reminding us that the music, much like life, is in a state of constant change.

The strong narrative thread that connects these songs is ultimately about hope: The message
is that we should confront and embrace change. Our lives are constantly changing so we need
to develop an ability to dance between life’s constant uncertainties with humility and grace. It
might just provide the key to our lasting emotional happiness.

Having written five full albums in six years, it’s now clearer than ever that Thomas Calder is an
artist with something to say. “I’m Going To Love As Long As I Live” showcases a songwriter at
the height of his creativity and craft who’s unshaken in his belief in the power of music. Here
we have an artist willing to bare-all to deliver a cathartic, meaningful and powerful album.

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released March 22, 2019

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Daggy Man Brisbane, Australia

Daggy man is the solo project of Thomas Calder.

These songs are somewhat of a scrapbook, constructed from memories that may or may not be entirely accurate.

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